Bittersweet

1st week...

Everything felt so different especially without my mum being at my side. The first week in school was totally awkward. My dad was with me for the first half an hour and then i'm all alone by myself. Thank god i had a ' buddy ' who help me get around school that day. She was born in Kuching but she moved here couple of years ago. Things went quite well that day except the fact that she introduce me to her friends and they started speaking mandarin and left me there figuring what the heck they're talking about... The funny thing is the school appointed her to be my 'buddy' when she isnt in any of my class except english. So when i was in different class i felt really really lonely and awkward! No joke the people here are not as friendly as you think. Just few of them help me out and was actually kinda kind to show me around the school. HAHA thank you Kasey for showing me around. even though im not so close with you now cuz you talk to yourself all the time which is so damn weird but you are one hell of a unique friend!

Second week..

i met Victoria Isabel Ramirez in ESL class. First time i saw her i thought she was those really smartass snobby rich kids. LOL never judge a book by its cover.. I spend the next few days HELPING YOU OUT FINISHING YOUR HW!! lol but it was pretty fun. n pretending to be sick in class is real fun. HELL FUN. Sports was totally fun! softball for the next 5 weeks. LOL

Second / Third / Fourth week

Dad left. Was kinda a really hard day. I wanted to cry but i was holding back my tears.' You're all grown up now. Sooner or later i have to let you go and wonder off on your own. My princess, daddy's little girl'.Daddy had tears in his eyes.It was the first time i saw my dad cry since i was a lil kid. When i heard that i actually felt so hard to let go. It was so hard saying goodbye. thank god i did not went to the airport with him. Next few days the house felt so lonely but i wasnt missing home yet. wasnt use to living with my grandparents.

I can say i am quite spoilt since young. Mum did all the laundry work. i just collect and fold the clothes. Mum did all the cooking. Never actually cook for myself before. Daddy works far away from home. comes back for a few weeks and the next thing you know he is off to some other country for a whole month. I got use to that since i was lil. When he gets back he gets us some toys and really good stuffs! I did had to work hard for that. I never fail. I never let him down. except that one time when i made a really huge mistake.cant tell you. I was always the princess in the house since im the only girl. LoL but he is strict. no doubt bout that. Luckily he is one of the cool dads around. LOVE YOU DADDY.. n MUMMY!

Mum Kieran Me

Then i met Jodie , Kier , Jacqueline , Joe , Jamie and Jessie plus Vicky. Things gets better. Had loads of fun with them. I'm in few classes with jackie vicky kier and jamie but none with joe and none with jodie! ISH.. thats alrite.. we have PE together.



NOW 11 weeks later....



LoL.. I'm feeling good. not home sick but i really wanna go home!! i miss all of my msian friends and my family and the places and all the food!! the real ones..

Studies is good. Moving up to the first maths class in the next term. Music is good. Just watch 17 again on tuesday. i admit Zac Efron is pretty hot in this movie but im no fan of him.



Now i realise i actually took for granted on most of my friends. When there is HW i just copy from friends and not doing it on my own. No such thing here. You get a bloody kick on the ass and friday detention if we copy and did not do our work. AND A 'NOTES OF CONCERN'. i actually had to do all my works and assignments on my own without help from anyone except my teacher and my books. We have to do research all the time as the Q ask in the assignment are totally out of the Q. Every single answer has to be with prove from where you get it and who you get it from. n bla bla bla.



haha.. but it is not that bad. Just have to push yourself nd everything will be just fine.



LOL



I MISS YOU GUYS.. this blog i dedicate to shirley since you beg me to update my blog. N i have no idea y i wrote this here but nvm.