Bittersweet

1st week...

Everything felt so different especially without my mum being at my side. The first week in school was totally awkward. My dad was with me for the first half an hour and then i'm all alone by myself. Thank god i had a ' buddy ' who help me get around school that day. She was born in Kuching but she moved here couple of years ago. Things went quite well that day except the fact that she introduce me to her friends and they started speaking mandarin and left me there figuring what the heck they're talking about... The funny thing is the school appointed her to be my 'buddy' when she isnt in any of my class except english. So when i was in different class i felt really really lonely and awkward! No joke the people here are not as friendly as you think. Just few of them help me out and was actually kinda kind to show me around the school. HAHA thank you Kasey for showing me around. even though im not so close with you now cuz you talk to yourself all the time which is so damn weird but you are one hell of a unique friend!

Second week..

i met Victoria Isabel Ramirez in ESL class. First time i saw her i thought she was those really smartass snobby rich kids. LOL never judge a book by its cover.. I spend the next few days HELPING YOU OUT FINISHING YOUR HW!! lol but it was pretty fun. n pretending to be sick in class is real fun. HELL FUN. Sports was totally fun! softball for the next 5 weeks. LOL

Second / Third / Fourth week

Dad left. Was kinda a really hard day. I wanted to cry but i was holding back my tears.' You're all grown up now. Sooner or later i have to let you go and wonder off on your own. My princess, daddy's little girl'.Daddy had tears in his eyes.It was the first time i saw my dad cry since i was a lil kid. When i heard that i actually felt so hard to let go. It was so hard saying goodbye. thank god i did not went to the airport with him. Next few days the house felt so lonely but i wasnt missing home yet. wasnt use to living with my grandparents.

I can say i am quite spoilt since young. Mum did all the laundry work. i just collect and fold the clothes. Mum did all the cooking. Never actually cook for myself before. Daddy works far away from home. comes back for a few weeks and the next thing you know he is off to some other country for a whole month. I got use to that since i was lil. When he gets back he gets us some toys and really good stuffs! I did had to work hard for that. I never fail. I never let him down. except that one time when i made a really huge mistake.cant tell you. I was always the princess in the house since im the only girl. LoL but he is strict. no doubt bout that. Luckily he is one of the cool dads around. LOVE YOU DADDY.. n MUMMY!

Mum Kieran Me

Then i met Jodie , Kier , Jacqueline , Joe , Jamie and Jessie plus Vicky. Things gets better. Had loads of fun with them. I'm in few classes with jackie vicky kier and jamie but none with joe and none with jodie! ISH.. thats alrite.. we have PE together.



NOW 11 weeks later....



LoL.. I'm feeling good. not home sick but i really wanna go home!! i miss all of my msian friends and my family and the places and all the food!! the real ones..

Studies is good. Moving up to the first maths class in the next term. Music is good. Just watch 17 again on tuesday. i admit Zac Efron is pretty hot in this movie but im no fan of him.



Now i realise i actually took for granted on most of my friends. When there is HW i just copy from friends and not doing it on my own. No such thing here. You get a bloody kick on the ass and friday detention if we copy and did not do our work. AND A 'NOTES OF CONCERN'. i actually had to do all my works and assignments on my own without help from anyone except my teacher and my books. We have to do research all the time as the Q ask in the assignment are totally out of the Q. Every single answer has to be with prove from where you get it and who you get it from. n bla bla bla.



haha.. but it is not that bad. Just have to push yourself nd everything will be just fine.



LOL



I MISS YOU GUYS.. this blog i dedicate to shirley since you beg me to update my blog. N i have no idea y i wrote this here but nvm.

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for you from me

Sweet 16 !

Bernice Chow Yi Xin.

Have loads of fun on ur birthday.

If you ever think you are not fabulous as KLS or as hot as PCD or as wonderful as me. jokes.. haha.. then ur stupid. cuz there are 1 million old fat chubby wrinkly women at the age of 40 who is dying to be 16 again. in Europe its time u cn have sex. dats wat ppl said, not me. n in US u get to drive. In Aus i duno. drive? in msia u get to be miss super sweet 16.. haha.. enjoy ur time before u get old n have to have botox all over ur face.. muax..

love ya.

xoxo des

Confession Of A Shopaholic!

Hi! my name is Desiree and i am 55% a shopaholic. i love sale! gosh every girls dream to have that really nice coat for winter. that shoes! god! SALE! just the word SALE nake you go so ....

All Shopaholic ! pay ATTENTION!

Malaysia..Kuala Lumpur.. KLCC..Midvalley..Pavilion..1 Utama..the CURVE.. megamall kuantan. THE BEST PLACE FOR SALE! its a whole year of sale. all the people here are saying i need to go to KL for some shopping. everything is so cheap. you always have sale. during holidays and festival seasons! most of my friends who visits asia would rate this malaysia, spore,taiwan and thailand as the best place to shop! when you're in msia everything is expensive. to them its reallly super cheap.

nyways.

i watched Confession Of A Shopaholic today. its a girl chick flick thing. but its really funny. the beginning was crappy.. but then it gets better. to me la. Isla Fisher a perth girl born in oman.. she is gorgeous.. cant beleive she just had a child.. BORAT you are one lucky guy..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICTOR!

may god bless you and have a wonderful bday! muax.

xoxo

des

RIVER CRUISE!

4th March 2009.

School was boring. There was a maths test o something like that. i was so sleepy so i din really answer all of it. IQ question. on cracked tiles. anyway.. it was a wednesday. not too cold or hot.

then school was over! OMG got to get ready.. have to go to aunt's hse. n then river cruise!

I actually wore a dress! haha! around 6plus we left home to the jetty! met some friends!waited for vicky n kier..not der so just get in the boat. Jessie's shoe is so cuteeee! she got it from hong kong. she was wearing jeans n a really cool shirt.. MOST of the girls wore pretty dress n HIGH HEELS!. i wore a dress and a normal shoe. n its gonna be freaking painful dancing n jumping n walking in high heels! i gave mrs purdy my ticket. n we all went inside the boat. we sat near the dance floor. it was pack of Senior Students!

Me & Jodie

OMG! jodie me kier vicky jessie n jackie dance like there's no tomoro.the whole night! n jodie's brother jason. dun really know him but we were having LOADS of fun!

ALL the single ladies! all the single ladies! haha

Double Rainbow

i saw a double rainbow yesterday after church. its SO PRETTY! i made a wish. can't tell you. hehe. the second rainbow only lasted for 30 seconds. the colours are so pretty and so bright.

Miss Independent

Miss independent
Miss self-sufficient
Miss keep your distance,
mmmm Miss unafraid
Miss out of my way
Miss don't let a man interfere,
no Miss on her own
Miss almost grown
Miss never let a man help her off her throne
So, by keeping her heart protected
She'll never, ever feel rejected
Little miss apprehensive
Said ooh, she fell in love

What is this feeling taking over?
Thinking no one could open the door
Surprise, it's time, to feel what's real
What happened to miss independent's no longer need to be defensive?
Goodbye, old you, when love, is true

Misguided heart
Miss play it smart
Miss if you wanna use that line, you better not start,
no But she miscalculated
She didn't wanna end up jaded
And this miss decided not to miss out on true love
So, by changing a misconception
She went in a new direction A
nd found inside, she felt a connection
She fell in love

Jocelyn Wong Lixian

OMG ! i miss you lots la.. LoL. you are freaking talented in music ! just shut up and go do music.. your voice is GREAT. U play the piano like a bloody pro pianist from russia or germany o wateva country famous for music. n you dance like a dancer. You have your own book. I dont know wat else you can do. n UR just 15 for goodness sake. lol.. nyways im sorry for saying any bad words. n u take care. god bless. love ya lots !.. muax..

-xoxo-

des

Nicholas Liang Jie Shern

i can't remember how long i know you but i'm glad i had a friend like you. May you be always happy. Live full of love and dignity. Be happy with who ever you are with! n Study smart !

Love ya lots. gud luck in college.

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Chan Al Vin

Hey . thx for helping me out evrytime there is an exam. forst person i call sure you. cuz ur the only one hu knows mostly evrything. CNN. well.. thx leh aunty. n soo sorry i called you aunty. nyways im so gonna miss u la. u take care n c ya !

SWEET 16 !

SWEET 16 !

You are invited to

Jasmine & Jaycee's Sweet 16 !

Venue : Kuala Lumpur

Time : Midnite

PS . Semi-formal.

Pls don not wear slippers. You are most WELCOME !

LOL. The invitation is not real

LOL. Happy Sweet 16 Jas & Jc !

Hope your birthday is just the way you like it!

This special ' hello '

for your birthday comes with thoughts

of how nice you are,

And it brings a warm wish that your

birthday will be

ESPECIALLY HAPPY

for you !

May all your wishes come true !

God Bless. Love ya lots !

-xoxo-

des

BEST FRIEND COMES IN SMALL PACKAGE

Hey! today i played softball. FYI softball aint soft.

its a really fun game actually. i had choir audition today. the voice tch is really nice n music tch is gud at music. of course he is. cuz he is a music tch. he played this song the other day n it was awesome. cant explain. words cant tell somtimes. anyways.. i got in. alto.

Hi ! HO SHER LEE !aka shirley aka pig aka piggy aka bebe o bibi. no idea wic one.

anyways..

lets start..

1st look already noe this gal memang pendek.

2nd she has nice acessories on her teeth.

3rd she is just gorgeous

well.. if you really judge her just like that then you are wrong.

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Walk a thousand miles in her shoe then judge her.

It was fun living with you n your family for almost 2 weeks. nvr lived with a friend for almost 2 weeks.. actually i did. with geen n chuan bt that was with my grandparents so not counted la. hmmm...

you are kind

you are sweet

you are just gorgeous

n i know you are smart. so dont say you are not.

well.. i had alot of fun during anamalai's ttn.. all the love letters n all the books that we destroyed.. SAVE THE EARTH LA SHIRLEY! go green.. recycle .. dont be trashy.. lol

i will definately miss u lots.. i actually miss alot of ppl. bt i miss you not because i have too bt because you are one of my closest friends. like a sis. this lifetime journey wont be that memorable without you. i will keep ur memories with me wherever i am. i will never forget you. when i was playing this song i remembered you. if you wanna check the song.. just listen to track 10 on disk one or two of secret garden. i give you this song. may all your dreams come true. be good. study smart. love passionately. love you.

Remembering you...

Hi! well. this is my second blog. not my last .. n its VALENTINE'S DAY today.. happy valentine's day LOL. so..

OMG! JASMINE SIM KAH MIN! & JAYCEE SIM KAH HUI!! i miss u guys loads n loads n loads.. i miss the fun we had at my hse n at ur hse.. n the mess we've made.. all the troubles we've been through.. all the gossiping n silliness ( not quite sure how to spell that ).. n all the dancing n all the singing. all the cooking n OOOO BURNING!!! shoot.. looking back now its actually kind of funny... bt its a life experience. one's in a lifetime. bt super dangerous..

- Jas -

1. super cute

2. super SEXY

3. super hot

4. gosh ur soo gud at debating

5. well.. ur not dat gud at singing.. actually i am better. i have style, passion, n im soo much prettier than u!

6. u are one FREAKING good dancer.

7. Nnnnn... you are one of my best friends.

8. plus such a nice friend

9. my bestest friend

10. actually BESTEST SIS!

love u lots!

o i forgot

11. all the above are true except for num. 5.

im soo sorry if i gave u a shock o anything. u are a gud singer.. u have passion n u are gud at it. (wink) .. love u sis.. n i din mean it.

- Jc -

1. ur are just Jaycee

2. the special Jc

3. the nice JC

4. UR soo PRETTY

5. u cn be blur sumtimes bt u noe wat is ahead of u.

6. i miss u lots.

7. u are always der wen i need help

8. even if its raining n ur at the end of the world.

9. i wont forget u. never will. always wont.

10. just go ahead in wateva ur duin. you will be GOOD! fabolousity!

haha..

' in a day, when you don't come across any problems, you can be sure you are travelling in the wrong path '

' the best part of a friendship is when you come together after a fight '

' the best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched.

they must be felt with the heart '

remember i will always love you guys. i will never forget the kindness n the love u have showed me.

I LOVE YOU GUYS ALWAYS.

A KIND OF LOVE!

HEY! OMG i miss u guys already..

First!

You're the kindest of all friends. You're soo talented, even

more creative than me, SMARTASS in maths,

u are one freaking good alto singer OR soprano. OOOOHHH! i forgot... thx for the special gift.. its LOVELY!.. may god bless u n me.. I thank you for standing by my side in class fro the past 2 freaking awesome years! 07 n 08. too bad this year i cant be in the same class n same school as you are. NVM! we got UNI!. i was hoping we could go dancing n stuff this year n last year after PMR bt its okayy.. there is always holidays..

GEEN i love you lots! n i miss u like a freaking alot.. n i think im gonna miss having a HOH in class..

VILLAEA CHUAN HUI YEN ,, the most amazing outstanding brave smartest girl i have ever met for the past years of my life. You will akways be my best friend n the best i can ever have. When i'm with you i find myself being able to be more confident. u tought me alot of important stuff that cant be taught in school but through life experience. What lies behind us and what lies before us are small matter compared to what lies within us. so live with passion! Love deeply! n LAUGH OUT LOUD! nono.. laugh LOUDER!

may god bless u n take care. LOVE u !.

HEY YI XIN! Bernice Chow Yi Xin. what would i do without someone like you in my life? still remember my dream? supermodel leh.. i wish dat came true. then dat will be AWESOME!. always be my baby.

if i had to choose a friend to go to war with me i will choose you. You can stand by my side n kick sumone's ass without complaining n fussing around. N DATS A GooD QUALITY dat we have to find in a friend. LOL. so i advice evryone reading this to do so. nah.. just crapping bout the advice. LOL.

he turns not back who is bound to a star. dats for u Yi Xin. n try to figure what that means n tell me.

oooo... LIFE IS BRIEF AND FRAGILE........ DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY !

Miss u lots. miss chating with you. love u la.

xoxo

des